I don’t want to hear that I deserve better, or that he isn’t worth my time or he’s just one person.  Because you don’t know how it is in my perspective.  I can’t just forget about him.  He was an important part of my life, and he will always be apart of my life.  You can’t erase history.  Maybe one day I will find someone better than him, and the only person that can say that is me.  It’s not easy to forget someone who meant a lot to you.  

It’s been 6 months and I’m still not over you yet.  I don’t even know what to do.  You have no idea that I still have feelings for you so I’m basically torturing myself.  But things could get even worse if I told you, considering the type of person you are, you will treat everything I say as a joke.   I don’t want to feel anymore stupid than I already do.  I’ve thought about telling you so many times, and I’ve come to the same conclusion each time.  You don’t care.  You never did.  And I can’t expect you too.  Why do I do this to myself over and over again?  Until the day I decide to speak up and tell you all the things I’ve been wanting to tell you, I won’t be content with myself.  

Don’t leave a girl with class for a girl with an ass.